It’s not obvious baby, haha! But yes, he is. He prays a lot actually, Go to mass regularly. Praises God for everything he’s done for them. God is really the center of his life. I thought it was me, but then I saw how he puts God in the center. I’m glad to have him; I bet God loves him so much that whenever I wish and asks for a change of heart, he won’t let me. It’s kinda miraculous that whenever I hate you baby, I always pray hard, and harder that I want you to get out of my life, that I want you to be gone forever. But you know what? Whenever I pray for that, I always end up making peace with you. You just, no, you suddenly poops up and text me with heartwarming stories, sorry from the bottom of your hypothalamus, and thoughts I can’t really ignore. There’s something that force me to read it and have peace with you. And you know what? I know how God loves us and how he guides our relationship. Without him, we’ll never get this far baby. I love you for praying endlessly. I love for asking God to keep our love alive, make my family safe and healthy, and everything about your family. It’s a fact that I love you because you never lose faith in God, and you prove a lot to me that you are raised to be God-fearing man. I can see God in you. Pray harder babe, let’s bring on forever. With God in our side, nothing can keep us apart.

The best thing parents can do for their children is to love each other. I love how you dream of having your own family someday. Those dreams are perfect, and I know you can achieve it if and only if you strive hard to have it. I love the thought of you being a parent someday, with your own children/s. I love how you love me so much that I know you’ll love your children/s more of what you’re giving me someday. I’m brought up to be with a complete family and love is what makes us bond together. You grew up having complete family too with trust as the highlight of your family. Love + Trust = Faith. And let faith be our highlight and center of our bond. Family never leaves somebody/ someone behind. ;> We’re family. I love how you guys thought of that already. I love how your family thinks of that with us. 

You know me. I don’t like the word sorry, and if we’re in a war.. You’ll never hear me saying that word but you? You’re very nice guy, you know that. You’re the kind of man that honestly tells me when you are wrong, that hell yea, you did something wrong. You always tell me when you’re lost. You always, always apologize for everything you know I’d be mad to, even if sometimes it’s just to put an end to the bickering. ;> Even though I often tease you about being desperate much, saying sorry most of the time.. Even if it’s my fault shows that you simply don’t wanna lose me. Because you know me, my pride is bigger than my boobs, and effin larger than my brain. :> I promise not to abuse that, right? ;* I love you my-sorry-guy. ;p

Avoid dancing? They said is they said. :> Dancing is one good thing about you. It turns me on, Yeaaa you know. ;p Its quite seductive seeing you happy and dancing. Your moves are quite alluring that it makes me wanna do tango and swings with you. We both love dancing, and it made me love you more when you shake that ass and move your body like hell. Damn babe, you’re effin hot dancing in the stage! ;> I’m quite maniac seeing you dance, haha. I guess, few men know how to dance. Some tries and I see failure. But you, very gifted… Let’s dance like hell. Take me wherever you go, dance with me like nobody’s watching. ;)

A man loves the human body, the revelation of nakedness. He loves the sight of the pale bosom, the physics of the human skeleton, and the alternating current of the flesh. He is thrilled by the wrist and the sight of a bare shoulder. He likes the crease of a bent knee. Hahaha, very well explained. I love the way you look and make faces whenever I do something silly. Like the way I show my flirting styles to you. It turns you on, I know. :> But everything’s in its proper time, in the right place and in the right time. ;p I love how I dance in front of you and it makes you melt. I love how you stare at me and pleaded me to stop doing it because you’re too much addicted to me. Hahahaha. Let’s take it slow, so slow. :) I know you love me. Mwaa!

But you? We do dishes together. I love how we do household chores together. I think it’s something inevitable to us. We live doing it and we find it cute. And yes, its actually cute seeing us together, happily doing the dishes and enjoying stuffs like it’s a bond we can never get back. I love you.

But he knew driving without me is not fun. :D Thank you for taking me into different places and having this joyful ride with me. I know how you love to drive alone but you made me feel that there’s the urge in you which longs for a back ride, with me wasting hours and sweats with you.

Best example is: I always believed in relationship red flags send to me by Mr.Yahoo. Yes, I know how shallow I am trust this information knowing how far we’ve gone through. Well, according to Mr.Yahoo, these are the relationship red flags:

·         Attempts to isolate you from family/friends

·         Equates total submission with total love

·         Puts you down in front of others

·         Makes you feel crazy

·         Avoids time with your friends

·         Lacks common courtesy

We both know how all of these works. And I admit, 3 out of 6 exist. You isolate me not with my family, but with my friends. You made me think I’m really crazy, and you avoid spending time with my friends. It’s like you don’t give a damn to know stuffs about them. You never even cared about them. :| I know it’s wrong.. But… You can change. I know you could do so much better. I thought everything’s your fault and drama just to take me away from them until you proved me how right you were in accusing my friends that they aren’t so sincere of having this friendship with you. And yes, proven.. You’re right. Now I know why you don’t even bother to know them, simply because you’ve been through the reality and you know how other people think and talked behind your back. It hurts knowing that I trusted them and live beside them and yet, they don’t and can’t accept the fact that I love you. There’s nothing I can do but to let them go and have it on our way. I can’t stay with them knowing how much they hated you. ;< I accused you for accusing them, and you just proved me how right you are. I’m sorry for choosing them over you, it’s because I didn’t even bother to check why you act that way around them. I’m sorry for not trusting you and not listening to you. I know how you do everything to make me damn happy. I’m now here, staying with you. :D

Though I gave you lots of it, you still stick to me. You never, ever gave me the chance to break up with you. Whenever I break up with you, you always gimme this answer:

“Ikaw lang ang nakipag-break. Hindi ako. Hindi pa ako pumapayag”.

Though it’s weird and sometimes I pity you for holding on.. You never care kung anong tingin ng ibang tao sa paghahabol mo nor tingin ko sa ginagawa mo. You cried a lot and not embarrassed doing it in front of me – knowing you’re a guy, you should be tough and strong and yet, you’re weak in front of me. I know, you already over said that I’m your weakness. I’m glad that you still stick around, you know me. I get mad a day or two but at the end of the day, you know where I belong; to you, only to you babe. Thank you for doing that. You are really the reason why this relationship is still alive and happily (but not with war days; p) living for 4 years and 8 months.

I’ve been in the wrong relationship couple of times. It’s like when my partner tears me up into emotional shreds, brings me down all the fuckin’ time, and in general drains my energy without nothing left. But in the right relationship, he enriches my life, inspires me to be at my best self, and brings a sense of peace and possibility to me. He is always into enriching my life and when he encourages and supports me professionally, personally, and spiritually in everything I do, even if it causes him pain and sacrifices.. I can say that I’m in the right relationship. ;> No, I have been through relationships and I’m not getting bias in here. Most of my relationships get right but its just that I’ve been in the wrong one. Now, I found the right time, with the right man. :) I’m already done with the ironies of life dealing with the right timing and looking for the right guy. Who’s in front of me, and stayed with me is the best guy that I can’t replace. And yes, I could not ask for more.